Like most people with a chronic illness, I have to say I think the worst part of it is the unpredictability of it and just the sheer frustration of it.
Since about the beginning of the month (June 2022), I have been in the middle of a “outbreak” of it for a lack of better words- every time I think I’m getting better I seem to suffer yet another setback.
I miss having a routine- especially when I was in the middle of changing things up and pushing myself. I knew I had become complacent, so I was in the process of looking after myself and getting myself a gym trainer who more aligned with my new goals.
Now?
I’m just in limbo like an airplane trying to land and it sucks. I’m hoping this latest thing I’m trying will help- fingers crossed.